Elena was playing outside 20 years ago. Not far away the Chernobyl reactor was melting down. Since then both her and her sister have had brain cancer. Facts and figures, scientists and politicians, can't tell you the terrible consquences of nuclear power gone wrong. Only the victims can.
On April 26, 1986 I was five years old. I can't remember this day very
well but it turned out to be a tragedy not only for our family, but
also for thousands of people, from many countries. We don't often
discuss that day in our family. But I remember what my mum says about
it. It was a really nice warm and sunny day.
I was outside with my elder brother and my little 13-day-old sister, who was sleeping in a pram under a tree.
Greenpeace statement on the anniversary of Chernobyl, from Executive Director Gerd Leipold Suddenly dark clouds appeared in the sky and a strong wind started to blow.
Our mum told us to come into the house. While we were gathering our toys, she was trying to take the pram inside. It took her a long time. The first
drops of rain fell on my little sister. It may have been those few drops that changed our lives.
At
first we were not told anything about the accident. They "didn't want
people to panic." But the authorities were afraid that the second
reactor could blow up. Trains were made ready to evacuate people
from our city. Gomel is not very far from Chernobyl.
It was only later we found out that
the rain was radioactive.
Since then the word radiation has come into our life and dominated its
course. Chernobyl deprived me of many joys of my childhood: the feeling
of warm sun rays on my skin which I liked so much turned to be
radioactive rays and we had to stay in the shadow; the water in the
river where we had splashed about was contaminated. Worse of all, I had
to refuse all my favourite treats - mushrooms and berries from the
forest. As time passed I got used to these restrictions and began to
realise they were for our own sake.
Life took its usual
course; I grew up and went to school. I studied very well. In 1998 I
graduated from high school with honours and dreamed of entering a
university. And here again Chernobyl interfered. Instead of an
educational establishment I found myself in a medical one. On the day
I was diagnosed with a brain tumour, my parents were coming back from Minsk where my sister also had just undergone a brain tumour operation.
I didn't know how to tell my mum that we had to go back to Minsk again for another operation straight after my sisters.
This was how
Chernobyl poisoned my youth. It deprived me of my beautiful hair. During the operation they cut my motor nerve so I had to learn to move again.
Mum still remembers that after the operation I was taken to the
intensive ward, I had an extensive brain bleeding and it was a matter
of life and death. But
thanks to the doctors and my parents' care I
survived. And I still had the most precious things a person may have -
my life and my family. But I learned to appreciate that the hard way.
It was only due to my family's support that I could overcome the ordeal
and stand on my feet again. Due to that ordeal when I was on the verge
between life and death I learned to appreciate and love my life. Now I
realize that you should never give up, you should always hope for the
better and enjoy every moment, as these moments make up our happiness.
To understand all this at the age of 25 I had to go through intense
trauma of brain cancer at 17. During the last eight years
I had to work hard not to be confined to the wheel chair and to learn how to walk again, to realise my dream and study at university.
Twenty
years later, it angers me to be told that the
nuclear industry is
attempting to play down the effects of the Chernobyl disaster. Now they even want to dump nuclear waste in my country.
For
those people who like to say nuclear power is the future I can only
suggest they come and spend some time in my home town with people who
are living with radioactive contamination every day. Perhaps then they
will have a different sense of the future?
Nuclear power ruined my life. Don't let it ruin yours. Elena
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